I finally adjusted and realized that the WB I loved died. Well, everything will die and decay. It's the nature of life. And those living move on. It's not possible to have a relationship with the dead because there's no one there.
I'm going to delete all references to WB so I don't go there when the silence around me grows too loud and i seek an 'other' voice to kill it. I'm throwing dirt on the casket.
"...so long, it's been good to know you but it's time to be moving on..."
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