I couldn't stop reading this, it was so powerful. You've brought across a very emotional subject very well, the reader can feel the sorrow in the lines of poetry.
These are my favourite lines:
Originally Posted by Shea Ryhai
Leave it in the past, just let it lie.
I'm ripping up my soul with endless whys.
I like how you alternate the rhyming structure stanza by stanza, the way you have half the stanzas with one rhyme structure and the others with one rhyming couplet per stanza. This works very well, to me it gives a lyrical quality to the poem.
Overall a very powerful poem on what is such a sad subject. I'm sorry for your loss.