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Old 07-29-2017, 10:48 PM
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I'm not much of a drinker - if I have alcohol, it's only in appreciation of a particular taste or vintage - I don't like to drink to excess and find drunken company extremely tedious.

My lifelong battle has been conventional cigarettes. I will never be a non-smoker. Just a smoker on the wagon at best.

I hate cigarettes and have extensive knowledge of the damage they cause - which makes me hate myself even more when I lapse and put one in my mouth.

I've got a tin hidden in a woodpile outside with my secret stash for the occasional 'bad day' or the deliberate pre-meditated lapse. Truthfully, I sometimes slip out for a smoke because it's a form of company. Never smoke in public. Always when I'm on my own and feeling alone with a problem.

Sometimes, it's just decadent relaxation.
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